Mute ([info]mutehalo) wrote,
@ 2004-08-18 08:40:00
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Current mood: fucking blegh
Current music:mindless self indulgence - backmask

i'm dead rightnow

soon enough i will be finally alive

bishies are the shit

coffee has no effect on me anymore

fuck


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lupa79
2004-08-19 01:38 am UTC (link)
Heya. I got next week's schedule for my job today, and I have next wednesday off, for fucking once. If you want to hang, just lemme know.

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[info]mutehalo
2004-08-19 04:52 am UTC (link)
i got next wednesday off as well so definately. :) :) :)

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(no subject) - lupa79, 2004-08-19 10:29 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]bathofblood, 2004-08-29 12:32 pm UTC
(no subject) - lupa79, 2004-08-29 02:10 pm UTC

[info]bathofblood
2004-08-29 12:30 pm UTC (link)
My friend Rob Fisher Jr. [info]mutehalo has been missing since Sun 8/22/04 at 4p.m. No one, even his family and job has seen or heard from him since Sun. If you have any information about his where abouts please email these people at these emails vinylinmono@gmail.com or bathofblood69@yahoo.com Or you could im his family on his screen name for aim. That screen name is Mutehalo.

I will then call his family when any info is recieved about him in my emails as well as the other person's email listed as well.

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[info]panda_cookie
2004-09-08 12:55 pm UTC (link)
Rob, if you read this, just know that we all love you! As long as you somehow tell us you're okay, then that's all we need...to know you are okay. I won't force you to come home, if you did run away. I promise I won't force you. Just please...we love you and want to hear if you are okay. That's all that matters.

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[info]captstickybeard
2004-11-16 09:06 am UTC (link)
rob i hope you find what your looking fro i understand how dead you feel and i understand the aliveness that you seek and when you do find what your looking for evereything will be as perfect as its going to get,everything up to this point in your life has just been a story,its all fake like a sope opera on tv look at the pepole around you every day and tell me this whole world isnt some scripted headfuck of a tv show, wow too much cough syrup byby
all u can hope is that you come out of this more alive than before

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[info]panda_cookie
2004-11-21 11:59 pm UTC (link)
I'm glad more than you ever know that I got you this journal years ago. Whenever I want to feel your presence, or even remember all of our good times, I will come here. How would I know two years ago that this would chronicle the final two years of your life?


I miss you. You were one of my closest friends, and one of only two people that know me inside and out.


See you when I get to the other side. I love you. Be in peace, now.

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Goodbye Rob
[info]neitherday
2004-11-22 11:05 am UTC (link)
I miss you.

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[info]surrender_to_me
2004-11-22 12:15 pm UTC (link)
You always burned bright, you shown your light to many, a flame that will forever burn in the hearts of us all. You were a lover to some, a great friend to most, and an incredibly kind soul. Remember those times in my old shoe box of an apartment? It was cramped but we all had the greatest time. I will forever remember all the smiles you put on my face, the times we had, and how you were always there when I moved away. I miss you so much but I know that you are at peace finally and that will keep that smile on my face, for you, and those you loved dearly. I love you Rob. May we see your face in the stars.

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[info]panda_cookie
2004-11-22 12:21 pm UTC (link)
Rob, this is from Jenn [[info]emilytbm]:

Farewell Rob


I do hope you are in a better place.

I hardly got a chance to really get to know you but you radiated such beautiful light and its so sad that it had to burn out so soon.

You are loved and you are missed very much.

Rest in Peace.

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lupa79
2004-11-22 10:11 pm UTC (link)
sorry to see you go so soon

r.i.p.

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[info]missing
2004-11-24 08:26 pm UTC (link)

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[info]panda_cookie
2005-01-06 08:34 am UTC (link)
Hi Rob. It brings me comfort to know I can comment here every so often. Anyway, I miss you. I love you. I wish you never left us.

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funker_a
2005-01-24 02:37 am UTC (link)
Hey rob,
i know you'll never see this
but i feel the need to write this
you were one of my favortie people on here and im really sad to hear what happened
I just hope you find peace on the other side

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(no subject) - [info]panda_cookie, 2005-01-26 02:15 am UTC

[info]surrender_to_me
2005-01-26 03:22 pm UTC (link)
Hey dollface, I had a dream about you about two weeks ago. I was due to meet you in a coffee shop(one of the most awesomest things about you was that you loved to do that). When you came in you were dressed up like you were "back in the day" when we used to go out to Ceremony and I'd dress you up all purdy. We sat down and chatted about all sorts of shit, you were always contemplating the universe and I loved hearing about your theories. After a wonderful conversation we stood up, immediately tears rolled down my face because I knew that you had to go. You wiped them from my face and gave me one of your special Rob hugs. You told me to remember you like this because that's when you were truly yourself. You told me that I'd always be like family to you. Then I watched you disappear out the door. It gave me some peace because I'd like to think that I had a positive impact on your life and I knew that being around all of our "family" was one of the happiest times of your life. I hope you found what you were always searching for. I love you Rob, you're always in my thoughts and in my heart everyday. ::huggles::

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[info]panda_cookie
2005-01-27 05:42 am UTC (link)
Hi, hon. Me again.

Just wanted to post this for your many visitors! Look here, everyone!

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[info]riga_mortia
2005-02-16 05:08 pm UTC (link)
Hey Rob,

Well, you see, I've returned to my old livejournal because well, my writing has become cheap and blah in the other one. I read a post today and I figured I'd thank you for leaving that comment: "awww (gives hugs and makes ya soup)". This was one where I wasn't feeling well. I miss you.

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[info]sashawren
2005-02-24 08:11 pm UTC (link)
I was reading our last IM conversation. We had it 2 days before you were gone. You told me you were going to meet for coffee a week later and that you missed me very much. I kept our date and know that you were there with me in spirit. I just found a copy of COF's CD Midian when cleaning out our spare room and realizzed it was what you gave me for my birthday a while back. I think of you often. I miss you sweets.

Sarah

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[info]panda_cookie
2005-02-25 02:36 am UTC (link)
Hey...

I thought a lot about you the other day. Remembering the times we shared both as a couple and then later as best friends. I felt a little choked up, but I managed okay.

I saw a stuffed bunny the other day...actually I saw a LOT of stuffed bunnies, and all of them reminded me of Mr. Hoppy. You remember Mr. Hoppy, of course. Remember when I would hide him on you? Of course, I was just teasing you, but we always had a gazillion laughs over that.

Sometimes, I can picture you bouncing down the street toward me. It still feels so unreal that you are gone.

People may see how much I write in here and think I'm strange; who fuckin' cares? It's why I asked for this account to be at memorial status in the first place...so we could all have the comfort of being able to write this stuff out to you. I know somewhere you are looking on and going "Awwwwww..."


I miss you so much. I hope you're doing alright.

PS. I think you would get a HUGE ass kick out of my South Park icon...

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(no subject) - [info]sashawren, 2005-02-25 05:32 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]panda_cookie, 2005-03-07 07:48 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]sashawren, 2005-03-07 09:08 pm UTC

[info]jemmifire
2005-03-01 08:02 am UTC (link)
I miss you rob.

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[info]riga_mortia
2005-03-03 09:21 pm UTC (link)
Hey, I was just thinking of that time when I came to visit and we stayed at Shep's in Quincy. You, Camilla, Michelle, and I. We wanted to escape the TV world and unhook from the machine so we went to the kitchen. We talked about just about everything, lol. Then we made a fish out of the skittles. That night we made many trips to the store. It was much fun. God, I miss you so much. I can't find it in me to take you off any of my lists and when I see your name I shed a tear. I love you.....

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[info]sashawren
2005-03-07 09:06 pm UTC (link)
I miss your hugs. I wish you were here to give me one right now. I know you would if you could. I have faith we'll meet again one day.

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[info]panda_cookie
2005-04-01 06:05 am UTC (link)
I dreamt of you last night. I dreamt you were alive again, and we had so much fun together. I have dreams about you all the time and the fun shit we used to do.

I still can picture you bouncing down the street, heading toward me, ready for more fun times. It's not that hard to picture, really. It still seems unreal that you are gone. I always thought I'd die before you, because I'm older.

I know you are watching over me, Rich and Matthew. I know you are making sure that we are safe and cared for. I feel your presence all the time.

I miss you, Robbie. I know you are okay and safe wherever you are.

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[info]niki_n
2005-04-13 01:28 am UTC (link)
sometimes it takes some of us just a little bit longer to say our goodbyes in type..i never went to your funeral..i couldnt bear to be there..to see you laying there..the pain still remains within my heart..we had our moment in time..and now your gone..i know somehow your looking down at all of us..me..michelle....and grinning that smile of yours saying ha ha im at peace now and your all still trapped there...i miss you hun..but i know someday we'll all see you again..get together and have a few laughs..and play kingdom hearts :-)

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[info]jemmifire
2005-05-11 05:24 pm UTC (link)
I was just thinking about you, but what else is new? You pop in my head a lot.
Its your way of saying hi.
Miss you.
<3
Jem

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[info]panda_cookie
2005-05-15 03:09 am UTC (link)
I dream of you all the time. I wish you were still here.

Want to know something wild? I'm seeing Motley Crue the day before the first anniversary of your disappearance in New Hampshire. I know somehow fate made it that way so that the anniversary of your disappearance would be easier to take, somehow.

You are my little angel. I miss you like crazy everyday of my life.

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(no subject) - [info]panda_cookie, 2005-05-15 03:09 am UTC

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